Mixed feelings

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So much mixed feelings I can’t even put it into words. I feel fine lately. I can even say that I am happy. Those burning pain is gone, finally. Replaced by this warm feelings inside my chest. No, I am not gonna say that it is love. It's too fast. But still, I am very much grateful to the person who make me feel it. 

- Hanin

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