Scared (?)

I woke up today feeling scared.

I think the incidents here in Surabaya affects me so much. I was walking to my morning shift in the hospital thingking, “is there any bombing again today?”. It’s still 3 more weeks to go and it’s already this hard. I miss my parents, Tata, Tugas, back at home.

I wish the bombing would stop, I feel like a mess already without it.

I wanna go home.

- Hanin